Ok.. so today my boss is on leave, and its friday, and i was passing by my place after doing some errands. and i just NEEDED a bong shot... Ah.. i remembered i had some finely cut grass in my little weed box as well.. so i Ran in, had 3 shots, which put a smile on my face immediately.. bounced back into my car.. cranked up the volume loud... drove moshing away at a ridiculously slow pace (its a bitch how safe you drive when you are stoned) and made my way back to work.
After i parked my car and was walking along the main road i hear something...
Tilingggg!!! tiling tilinggggg!!! TILLLLLLLIIIINNGGGG!!!!
To see its a fit looking old dude with the most colourful sarong just ringing this bell and taking a walk... which i assumed is work for him. One wave and he saw me and came up.. he was a BOMBAI MUTTAI man! i just cant remember the last time i ate some... and it was 30 bucks for one good bunch. So i bought 3. one for the security guard, one for my colleague and one for myself!
oh my god it was heavenly! Stoned also! i think im eating it after a good decade!
ugh.. Where did that man go???.. i need another one!
Friday, December 11, 2009
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Tripping With The Clouds Tomorrow!
Squashiwog just confirmed that we will be dropping tomorrow! yay!!!
I just cant wait! and i managed to squirm myself out of some afternoon responsibilities so i can catch the wonderful cloud formations in the sky these days. If tomorrow afternoon is going to be like any one of the days this week.. its going to be pretty sweet! We plan to DROP at about 3pm.
Its also the weekend!!! ill be working the whole day on sunday.. It will be funny to see things moving sideways in the office after the previous nights experience :D
I just cant wait! and i managed to squirm myself out of some afternoon responsibilities so i can catch the wonderful cloud formations in the sky these days. If tomorrow afternoon is going to be like any one of the days this week.. its going to be pretty sweet! We plan to DROP at about 3pm.
Its also the weekend!!! ill be working the whole day on sunday.. It will be funny to see things moving sideways in the office after the previous nights experience :D
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
I
I remember it has been magical, a mixture of black and white
It’s my free will to know, to understand and to see.
It’s not about a master plan, infinite wisdom or the grand design
I live under your light, manifestation, toddler, fucker, to senile.
I can’t beg for forgiveness, you better forgive yourself.
I can see but i can’t explain
I can hear but i keep looking the other way
I can touch but i never knew you
I can taste but ill always be eaten
I can smell and this all seems rather rotten.
It’s my free will to know, to understand and to see.
It’s not about a master plan, infinite wisdom or the grand design
I live under your light, manifestation, toddler, fucker, to senile.
I can’t beg for forgiveness, you better forgive yourself.
I can see but i can’t explain
I can hear but i keep looking the other way
I can touch but i never knew you
I can taste but ill always be eaten
I can smell and this all seems rather rotten.
Being sober is a trip too...... But i like the alternative trip better...
Well well well....
I decided that im going to get stoned EVERYDAY this month.
I usually keep a very healthy balance with any activity that i involve myself with. Balance is very important in a humans life.. because i think we are anything but balanced these days. i usually try not to get stoned every single time that i can.. i mean it just takes the magic out of it.. because i gave a shot at smoking up everyday.. and after a few months it just felt NORMAL. you didnt feel really HIGH. just a feeling that you are accustomed to. but then... give yourself a week of sobriety and then light up a bowl... ahh.. pure bliss!
but screw that! i want to make it a point to get high in December! and my beautiful glass bong is just the perfect means to have a hard hitting smoke. i plan to go on a total health trip from January.. i dont really call is a new years resolution because i dont think i can continue for one whole year. so i plan to quit smoking tobacco (which i smoke socially these days). and become a vegetarian! (im a seafood-tarian now) should be tons of fun :D
i cant wait for the weekend! i really need to trip donkey balls and i really must get the music sorted this time... Its going to be yet another night trip for me. because im busy till 6pm on Saturday. Hmmmmm.. must give Squashiwog a call..
I decided that im going to get stoned EVERYDAY this month.
I usually keep a very healthy balance with any activity that i involve myself with. Balance is very important in a humans life.. because i think we are anything but balanced these days. i usually try not to get stoned every single time that i can.. i mean it just takes the magic out of it.. because i gave a shot at smoking up everyday.. and after a few months it just felt NORMAL. you didnt feel really HIGH. just a feeling that you are accustomed to. but then... give yourself a week of sobriety and then light up a bowl... ahh.. pure bliss!
but screw that! i want to make it a point to get high in December! and my beautiful glass bong is just the perfect means to have a hard hitting smoke. i plan to go on a total health trip from January.. i dont really call is a new years resolution because i dont think i can continue for one whole year. so i plan to quit smoking tobacco (which i smoke socially these days). and become a vegetarian! (im a seafood-tarian now) should be tons of fun :D
i cant wait for the weekend! i really need to trip donkey balls and i really must get the music sorted this time... Its going to be yet another night trip for me. because im busy till 6pm on Saturday. Hmmmmm.. must give Squashiwog a call..
Monday, December 7, 2009
Squashiwog The Man!
I believe i have several gifts. And its amazing because these gifts.. errr.. lets call them POWERS! yeah.. so these powers have never really failed me! And one of them is that i can FEEL a person. Its strange but i seem to find a direct link to their emotions and their TRUE SELF.. way beyond a lot of things.. sigh, its hard to explain but its a feeling that has never let me down. and sometimes i have chosen to ignore it and have gotten screwed over royally.
I usually get depressed about the world, the modern social machine, what humans have become, and dreading where we are heading... eventhough the scale is tilted over heavily to the decadent side a few powerful individuals with an incorruptible will are battling in the name of everything good and peaceful in a level not thought possible before.
When i find people like this i take it upon myself to guide them through a very basic psychedelic experience. I believe it will make them realize their true potential and give them an idea of what they can really become. So far i have introduced it to over 15 people and all of them have had nothing short of a BLAST!
Suqashiwog was on of the 4 people i introduced LSD to a few months back. i guided them through their first journey and what a fun time it was.. but our good man Squashiwog has risen beyond the student level and has been actively tripping with me the past few times...
So this weekend we plan to go on a journey with 3 of the 4 people i initially introduced LSD to :)
Squashiwog is organizing the immaculate host and im happy because i know i will be tripping balls this weekend! (hopefully!)
I usually get depressed about the world, the modern social machine, what humans have become, and dreading where we are heading... eventhough the scale is tilted over heavily to the decadent side a few powerful individuals with an incorruptible will are battling in the name of everything good and peaceful in a level not thought possible before.
When i find people like this i take it upon myself to guide them through a very basic psychedelic experience. I believe it will make them realize their true potential and give them an idea of what they can really become. So far i have introduced it to over 15 people and all of them have had nothing short of a BLAST!
Suqashiwog was on of the 4 people i introduced LSD to a few months back. i guided them through their first journey and what a fun time it was.. but our good man Squashiwog has risen beyond the student level and has been actively tripping with me the past few times...
So this weekend we plan to go on a journey with 3 of the 4 people i initially introduced LSD to :)
Squashiwog is organizing the immaculate host and im happy because i know i will be tripping balls this weekend! (hopefully!)
December is the month to get high!
The first week of December has already ended.. The partying hasn’t started quite as yet but you just cant ignore the gush of cold wind and the wonderful skies the month of December is offering us. Having said all this... its a month where even the most sober person ends up drunk every weekend! hahaha.. its just wonderful!
After all Jesus Christ first miracle was turning 30 barrels of water into wine eh?
Everyone is in a chilled out mood, people are spending money, sharing things, Christmas carols on the radio and a new breed of traffic cops that are like grasshoppers all around town to catch the drunk driver.
Sure Christmas is commercial and a bit over the top where some people have lost the plot.. but i believe its better to commercialize a positive, good vibes and fun event like Christmas over something somber anyday!
Hmmmmm... i know only alcohol wont satisfy my senses in an elevated state. and i have such a busy weekend up ahead.. sigh... we who live in the city are so busy its frustrating! i barely find time to enjoy a good smoke these days!
Cant give excuses like this! its Christmas! and Jesus didnt intend on people "sipping" wine if he made 30 or 40 barrels of it! People at that wedding would have gotten so wasted! :D
After all Jesus Christ first miracle was turning 30 barrels of water into wine eh?
Everyone is in a chilled out mood, people are spending money, sharing things, Christmas carols on the radio and a new breed of traffic cops that are like grasshoppers all around town to catch the drunk driver.
Sure Christmas is commercial and a bit over the top where some people have lost the plot.. but i believe its better to commercialize a positive, good vibes and fun event like Christmas over something somber anyday!
Hmmmmm... i know only alcohol wont satisfy my senses in an elevated state. and i have such a busy weekend up ahead.. sigh... we who live in the city are so busy its frustrating! i barely find time to enjoy a good smoke these days!
Cant give excuses like this! its Christmas! and Jesus didnt intend on people "sipping" wine if he made 30 or 40 barrels of it! People at that wedding would have gotten so wasted! :D
Sunday, December 6, 2009
I got pacman on my blog!
Aint pacman one of the coolest games ever?!
was so good to see it available, and if you scroll right down u can just start playing. pretty sweet eh? :)
oh oh.. and the bad guys have names too.. like "mike" and "clyde"!!! LOL
was so good to see it available, and if you scroll right down u can just start playing. pretty sweet eh? :)
oh oh.. and the bad guys have names too.. like "mike" and "clyde"!!! LOL
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Was anyone watching the colombo sky last night?
Its a beautiful Sunday, in every sense of the word. I woke up early and spoke to my crazy diamond who was tripping abroad.. and actually went to a conventional place of worship for the first time this year stoned, came home and practiced some guitar, now stoned again.. and i remembered my B(l)og!!! heck... god took rest on Sunday and chilled out... so should we! i think we humans have become waaaaaaaay too busy for anyone’s liking. i just happened to gaze into the sky just after midnight... a beautiful night, with the clouds looking so good and the moon beaming alone, through clouds and completely covered sometimes giving a circular rainbow affect all around.
the sky tells us a story everyday. in the past these stories were written as daily lessons obtained from the universe. this little concrete city that we made for ourselves is assumed safe from the adverse affects of nature (but not from the sociopaths it creates). made sweaty hot concrete rooms fitted with air-conditioning (on top of/cutting down the trees that gave us shade). fitted us LED lights to give colour (but trapped the view of the sky that manifests into infinite colours). trapped our bodies and minds in front of a pc in a tiny cubical (without using our bodies and minds to master a universal craft). i used to be such a city boy as i live in the heart of Colombo.. but with awareness im beginning to realise what we all have really drifted away from. It sure seems like a beautiful, dangerous, fun, new, awesome place.
Which is one reason why i like tripping with my favourite psychonaut(to whom i will refer to aas SUASHIWOG!. lol... ). squashiwog and i have had the best times watching the night sky the last 3 "journeys" we have had. To this day we cant explain this mysterious light in the sky that we saw............TWICE! on 2 different nights.
i hate the sky being covered up with all these buildings! why get a 32nd floor apartment when you dont have to build 32 floors in the first place... then everyone would have a killer view!
Let the sky teach you some stories...
the sky tells us a story everyday. in the past these stories were written as daily lessons obtained from the universe. this little concrete city that we made for ourselves is assumed safe from the adverse affects of nature (but not from the sociopaths it creates). made sweaty hot concrete rooms fitted with air-conditioning (on top of/cutting down the trees that gave us shade). fitted us LED lights to give colour (but trapped the view of the sky that manifests into infinite colours). trapped our bodies and minds in front of a pc in a tiny cubical (without using our bodies and minds to master a universal craft). i used to be such a city boy as i live in the heart of Colombo.. but with awareness im beginning to realise what we all have really drifted away from. It sure seems like a beautiful, dangerous, fun, new, awesome place.
Which is one reason why i like tripping with my favourite psychonaut(to whom i will refer to aas SUASHIWOG!. lol... ). squashiwog and i have had the best times watching the night sky the last 3 "journeys" we have had. To this day we cant explain this mysterious light in the sky that we saw............TWICE! on 2 different nights.
i hate the sky being covered up with all these buildings! why get a 32nd floor apartment when you dont have to build 32 floors in the first place... then everyone would have a killer view!
Let the sky teach you some stories...
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Sex is always better when you are stoned.
Its amazing how we have gotten accustomed to certain rituals and behavior patterns without question. Apparently we have the power to THINK but when i look around these days i believe that a lot of people are doing the "thinking" job for the vast populace...
its always easier to follow than to find your own way.
Unfortunately sex too has become this cheap, lame, bubbly and social status act in which most people really dont know for what reason they are doing it. im not saying sex should be this grand act where you have to overdo the roses, wine, lingerie and whatever tools you decide to include.. but at least the basic IDEA should be in place. Which is for a moment - to actually feel divine. Most cultures believe that we actually have a taste of GOD at our orgasmic point. Methods of tantric sex teach you how to reach these levels to your maximum physical potential... not everyone can have tantric sex but in your own little way dont you want to EXPLORE? dont you want to see where this wonderful act will take you and your partner? dont you want to strive till you feel its potential is explored?
The best shot of having sex these days is skillfully nabbing a drunk girl who wont even remember what happened the next day.. (if she is going to bed with you she probably will have to be DRUNK no TIPSY) actually most people who are drunk dont really recall the finer details of sex.. but it seems to give them an emotional satisfaction that they have been banged thoroughly throughout the night and they cant even recall the apparent banging! i love to be intoxicated when im having sex, but to the point that you dont know where the hell you are? whats the point?
This is why i love having sex stoned... your senses are working better than ever, every touch, bite, and embrace is amplified and so are your emotions. its amazing the levels you can go and if we just learn to overcome the lethargy that comes along with getting stoned (i on the other hand become active!) it will be one of the best experiences of your LIFE! i believe without you even knowing - you will be exploring the entirety of SEX beyond any drunken fuck you will ever have. I believe its actually playing with the gods.. because we as creatures of light have the potential to experience the sensations of the gods!
With all our perceptive capacity - why the fuck are we limiting sex to just penetration???
Do a favour to yourselves.. smoke a joint, eat a piece of space cake, get STONED and learn to make love like we humans should. most of us have lost the concept of the ultimate surrender...
Its gonna take a lot of love to turn things around.
its always easier to follow than to find your own way.
Unfortunately sex too has become this cheap, lame, bubbly and social status act in which most people really dont know for what reason they are doing it. im not saying sex should be this grand act where you have to overdo the roses, wine, lingerie and whatever tools you decide to include.. but at least the basic IDEA should be in place. Which is for a moment - to actually feel divine. Most cultures believe that we actually have a taste of GOD at our orgasmic point. Methods of tantric sex teach you how to reach these levels to your maximum physical potential... not everyone can have tantric sex but in your own little way dont you want to EXPLORE? dont you want to see where this wonderful act will take you and your partner? dont you want to strive till you feel its potential is explored?
The best shot of having sex these days is skillfully nabbing a drunk girl who wont even remember what happened the next day.. (if she is going to bed with you she probably will have to be DRUNK no TIPSY) actually most people who are drunk dont really recall the finer details of sex.. but it seems to give them an emotional satisfaction that they have been banged thoroughly throughout the night and they cant even recall the apparent banging! i love to be intoxicated when im having sex, but to the point that you dont know where the hell you are? whats the point?
This is why i love having sex stoned... your senses are working better than ever, every touch, bite, and embrace is amplified and so are your emotions. its amazing the levels you can go and if we just learn to overcome the lethargy that comes along with getting stoned (i on the other hand become active!) it will be one of the best experiences of your LIFE! i believe without you even knowing - you will be exploring the entirety of SEX beyond any drunken fuck you will ever have. I believe its actually playing with the gods.. because we as creatures of light have the potential to experience the sensations of the gods!
With all our perceptive capacity - why the fuck are we limiting sex to just penetration???
Do a favour to yourselves.. smoke a joint, eat a piece of space cake, get STONED and learn to make love like we humans should. most of us have lost the concept of the ultimate surrender...
Its gonna take a lot of love to turn things around.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
An Early Letter To Santa
Dear Santa
Thank you for not sending me the Play Station 3 i wanted last year... and yes i know i have been a bad boy but seriously... you cant give me that same excuse every year.
This year im going to ask fro something more practical, something i REALLY need and something im actually willing to PAY for. all you have to do is bring it to me and i will keep the money in my christmas sock.
Santa i need DRUGS.
Firstly im going to request my favourite - LSD!
i know you have been visiting St.Hofmanns house every year and tripping balls with him after your worldwide round of delivering gifts. so please spare a thought for little ol me who is stuck in this hell hole where you get the worse drug dealers in the world, and no proper chemist who can synthesize the drop of infinite awareness.
since im too broke to send Christmas cards to everyone and not too lame to send facebook wishes - you have to send me at least 25 stamps (which im willing to pay for) so that i can send love to all my friends and share some of that love with them too.
Please santa... i need some good LSD!
No.2 on my christmas list - ECSTACY!
i truly believe christmas is about celebration! and celebrate we must! this is a special year for us in SL as its going to be the first christmas since we tortured and killed the anti party rebel leader prabhakaran. which gives us all the more reason to party. but i really dont want to drown myself in alcohol and make a complete ass of myself, throw up, and feel like hell for the next 2 days. i want to dance till morning, hug everyone around me with that feeling of extreme love, grind my teeth and wonder why it feels so good, and take the party to a level that it feels like the best party in the world. i need about 20 pills so i can make everyone around me happy and like the acid i will keep the cash for the pills in my second christmas sock tagged E.
Please santa.... i need ECSTACY!
Im not greedy... only 3 items in a christmas list!!! (not bad eh??)
No.3 on my christmas list - MDMA or Wii's
The situation has been so bad here it seems like god herself is finding it hard to grand No.1 & 2 on my christmas list (amidst thousands of prayers) so please note this down as my last resort.. Good MDMA will make up for the Ecstasy and the Wii's will make up for the acid (ugh.. not really... but beggars cant be choosers!)
Please santa - send me SOME DRUGS this christmas.
Im sorry if i have been naughty this year.. which is why i plan to pay for all my gifts from you.
Love
Vividbat
Thank you for not sending me the Play Station 3 i wanted last year... and yes i know i have been a bad boy but seriously... you cant give me that same excuse every year.
This year im going to ask fro something more practical, something i REALLY need and something im actually willing to PAY for. all you have to do is bring it to me and i will keep the money in my christmas sock.
Santa i need DRUGS.
Firstly im going to request my favourite - LSD!
i know you have been visiting St.Hofmanns house every year and tripping balls with him after your worldwide round of delivering gifts. so please spare a thought for little ol me who is stuck in this hell hole where you get the worse drug dealers in the world, and no proper chemist who can synthesize the drop of infinite awareness.
since im too broke to send Christmas cards to everyone and not too lame to send facebook wishes - you have to send me at least 25 stamps (which im willing to pay for) so that i can send love to all my friends and share some of that love with them too.
Please santa... i need some good LSD!
No.2 on my christmas list - ECSTACY!
i truly believe christmas is about celebration! and celebrate we must! this is a special year for us in SL as its going to be the first christmas since we tortured and killed the anti party rebel leader prabhakaran. which gives us all the more reason to party. but i really dont want to drown myself in alcohol and make a complete ass of myself, throw up, and feel like hell for the next 2 days. i want to dance till morning, hug everyone around me with that feeling of extreme love, grind my teeth and wonder why it feels so good, and take the party to a level that it feels like the best party in the world. i need about 20 pills so i can make everyone around me happy and like the acid i will keep the cash for the pills in my second christmas sock tagged E.
Please santa.... i need ECSTACY!
Im not greedy... only 3 items in a christmas list!!! (not bad eh??)
No.3 on my christmas list - MDMA or Wii's
The situation has been so bad here it seems like god herself is finding it hard to grand No.1 & 2 on my christmas list (amidst thousands of prayers) so please note this down as my last resort.. Good MDMA will make up for the Ecstasy and the Wii's will make up for the acid (ugh.. not really... but beggars cant be choosers!)
Please santa - send me SOME DRUGS this christmas.
Im sorry if i have been naughty this year.. which is why i plan to pay for all my gifts from you.
Love
Vividbat
31st night without E?? :S
Its the beginning of December and im freaking out!
Everyone is on celebration mode in December.. the climate is cool, the stores are open till late, people are on the streets and everyone is getting drunk and eating way more than they should. all good.. but for me to feel in on the action i need to go on a severe drug binge!
Since the last 5 years i have been looking forward to December because i can get out of Colombo and hit a better party than any Colombo joint has to offer.. along with a good environment to pop a pill or two of E. sigh.. Those were the days...
Sri lanka has not been blessed with a good pill for over an year! which fuckin sucks! coz i remember back in the day where we used to just walk into a known dealer and buy some GOOD pills. Now thats not the case. i think everyone is scared to deal pills. because a few have been caught. ughh..
The thought of not doing a pill on 31st night sends shivers down my spine! and as of this month SL is out of fresh acid as well. woo-fuckin-hoo! i like to prepare for my parties. i got the friends, the location, the cash.. but no fuckin drugs! how pathetic.
so the situation is scary. No E, No Acid, No MDMA, and No Wii's
Everyone is on celebration mode in December.. the climate is cool, the stores are open till late, people are on the streets and everyone is getting drunk and eating way more than they should. all good.. but for me to feel in on the action i need to go on a severe drug binge!
Since the last 5 years i have been looking forward to December because i can get out of Colombo and hit a better party than any Colombo joint has to offer.. along with a good environment to pop a pill or two of E. sigh.. Those were the days...
Sri lanka has not been blessed with a good pill for over an year! which fuckin sucks! coz i remember back in the day where we used to just walk into a known dealer and buy some GOOD pills. Now thats not the case. i think everyone is scared to deal pills. because a few have been caught. ughh..
The thought of not doing a pill on 31st night sends shivers down my spine! and as of this month SL is out of fresh acid as well. woo-fuckin-hoo! i like to prepare for my parties. i got the friends, the location, the cash.. but no fuckin drugs! how pathetic.
so the situation is scary. No E, No Acid, No MDMA, and No Wii's
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